January 5, 2014
January 6, 2014
It hit me. I cried a lot.
January 7, 2014
I started going to great lengths to avoid you and all of our mutual friends.
January 12, 2014
I had a whole week’s worth of dreams about you.
January 19, 2014
We cut off all contact.
January 28, 2014
I hadn’t stopped thinking about you, but I hadn’t stopped avoiding you.
February 1, 2014
I knew that we had to talk, but I kept procrastinating.
February 3, 2014
I sat next to you. It was weird. Both of us were uncomfortable.
February 4, 2014
I sat next to you again. Still weird.
February 5, 2014
We went out with our old group of friends. We had fun. Less weird.
February 6, 2014
We stayed up all night talking. You told me things that I never would have expected you to.
February 7, 2014
I was confused. I missed you. Old feelings came back (if they even left in the first place).
February 12, 2014
We hung out again with all of our friends. Things got weird. I overheard you talking about me. I got drunk when you fell asleep.
February 19, 2014
You cried when he screamed at you and I wanted to hold you but I couldn’t.
February 28, 2014
You talked about other girls. I got jealous. I cried myself to sleep.
February 30, 2014
I found out that you never loved me.
March 5, 2014
You came over with everybody else. I got angry with you and you almost left.
March 21, 2014
I dreamt about you for the first time in weeks.
March 23, 2014
I’m not sure how I feel about you. I want to hit you across the face but I also want to kiss you hard. I hope I don’t dream about you tonight.